we all go through those moments when we lack motivation, when we are devoid of inspiration, when we find ourselves suffering from a massive brain fart... this is one of those days for me. so for now, while i try to find the best way to tell you how i'm doing and what i've been up to as far as training, i'm going to borrow some words from someone else to medicate all of you through your brain farts....

“… No matter how careful you are, there’s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn’t experience it all. There’s that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should’ve been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That’s how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We’re just warming up.”